I was only going to make this a really basic thing and only work on it for like an hour
It’s still pretty short and basic, but it’s been three days and there’s way more to it than I was going to do originally
Please don’t expect much, this was supposed to be purposely dumb
Download here. It’s an .exe file, so no easy compatibility with mac, sorry. Also, it involves clicking on stuff quickly, so I’m not sure how friendly it is with trackpads and such. I use a mouse, so…
F1 to pause and bring up instructions, ESC to quit
If you get past 350 there’s nothing new to see, so at that point you’ve basically “won”
I could add more in the future, but why would I, this is dumb
Let me know if anything breaks, this isn’t something I’ve done a lot of
this is the greatest thing ever oh my god
do you ever get like super vulnerable late at night that you just want to spill your heart out and say how you feel because you’ve been holding it in for so long and you just need some ventilation and there’s just something about two in the morning that makes me lose my filter and say the things i would never have the guts to say when the sun is up
Wake time: 9:30
Nap time: 16:10
Bed time: 23
Sleep time: around 3 and 7
Hours of total sleep: between 1 and 2
Sleep aids: one tranquilizer/30 drops/meditation music
The first hour was strange - I soon got into a very deep meditative state I normally cannot reach in less than 2 hours. I could almost leave my body (I felt strong vibrations everywhere and my heart raced, I was somewhere in between here and the other plane). Yet, unfortunately I did not have REM and my consciousness did not fade. It surprised me that I was not even distraught or nervous afterwards, so I just spent the whole time dwelling on stuff without getting tired at all. Usually, I start crying and getting anxious, but at least I think I lost consciousness for a short while twice. Furthermore, I did not get hungry until early in the morning, even though I did not eat too much.
However, at about 7am I suddenly fell into a very deep sleep every few minutes, without noticing, until I had to get up. I would say the whole attempt was successful.
Today, I don’t seem to be able to get enough motivation out of myself to continue my paper, though. I really hope I will just die tonight when finally going to sleep. My trust in getting my schedule to work by next week is too strong to give up.